Well, isn't that the truth?
Discovering that I really don't have the answers that I Thought I wanted has come to be a lovely surprise full of laughter and Fun! Who would have thought this?
I have always supposed words to be the way to an ethereal realm of meaning. Imagine my thrill to find that we already live in two (and more) dimensional realms. Life certainly hands amazing experiences - not all of utter joyful makeup, but Surely ALL of our choosing and responsibility.
Ugh...and that is good? But, of course! Do I really want to change the past? No....I have come to like the me I am today.
My stumbling upon authors has opened ideas from Vernon Howard, Napoleon Hill, Guy Finley, and Jim Rohn, to name but a few. The concept of gratitude seems to have produced the horse-fighting-its reins syndrome within me. However, grateful I am.
Not having answers means I work with two old battered knees, and fluxes with money, even an oddball scene or two when I feel the need to do battle to release anger. But the wondrous light of awakening knowledge is that I am but part of something quite stupendous. I don't need a title...or a job classification...or even conversation. There exist moments of simply being.
My life is blessed with three unbelievably joyful grandchildren - boys and a girl with differences and choices as expansive as a painter's palette. They bring a youthful approach to my world and the excited expectation of faith. As James Allen says: "You are today where your thoughts have brought you; you will be tomorrow where your thoughts take you."
These magnificent presences are a gift of Truth and being part of a cosmic club of (taking a twist on Forrest Gump's line) "Reality is as Reality Does." Challenges and Ecstasy flow. I very much enjoy Jim Rohn's thoughts on "winter always following fall" and that the adventure isn't that our world changes, but that we work on ourselves to bring about alterations. I am invited along the theme park's rides as I share the lives of these enchanting beings.
The feel I held once for wishing to communicate has moved away from its original track. My thought is not to preach, teach, or evaluate. I simply want to share the new leg of this adventure for me. I don't have to seek the "right" or smooth avenue, All I realize I should do is be an improved me...looking for the presents of this life and being the good I want to see...maybe incrementally, but always moving and enjoying this new-found decency.
Enjoy your today....
I love the movie, "Spy" with Melissa McCarthy. And I occasionally feel this way myself.
Elaine Crocker: [referring to Susan's disastrous training video] I must have watched this fifteen times now because what the fuck? I almost put it up on YouTube.
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